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You know, maybe I'm trying too hard.
These past few days I have spent my time lounging in bed reading a variety of web serials that I never have read before, and probably would have turned my nose up at them even a few weeks ago. In the process of doing so, I have discovered something. I am working way too hard about about conjuring grand schemes and epic details and not doing enough actual fingers-to-keyboard pay off. The serials I've been reading lately aren't high literature; hell, sometimes they barely describe the main characters, and usually that kills any enjoyment I may have gained from the story. But you know what? I've enjoyed the hell out of myself anyway.
This is, I believe, what they call an epiphany, aka: pulling one's head out, aka: going to the dollar store and buying a clue, aka: a blinding revelation of "no, shit, really?", aka: well, you get the idea.
Every little detail doesn't need to be planned out in advance, but I can't just whip an epic master plan in my head and hit go either. Instead of the dumb ass shit I've been doing, I should have been sitting down and putting what I do have in my head down on paper. Outlines, character details, what plot points I do have already, all of this stuff I've been avoiding because it isn't fun. A master plan is all well and good, but keeping it in my head until everything has "percolated," as I like to call it, is really, really dumb.
I think in the future I'm going to put a sticky by my computer this sticky is going to say, "Forget epic. Just WRITE!"
Uh-oh, is that maturity sneaking up on me? *flicks hands* Shoo!
Oh, in case anyone's curious, here's the two pieces mainly responsible for my little change of heart:
(Shadow of the Templar)
(100 Candles)
This is, I believe, what they call an epiphany, aka: pulling one's head out, aka: going to the dollar store and buying a clue, aka: a blinding revelation of "no, shit, really?", aka: well, you get the idea.
Every little detail doesn't need to be planned out in advance, but I can't just whip an epic master plan in my head and hit go either. Instead of the dumb ass shit I've been doing, I should have been sitting down and putting what I do have in my head down on paper. Outlines, character details, what plot points I do have already, all of this stuff I've been avoiding because it isn't fun. A master plan is all well and good, but keeping it in my head until everything has "percolated," as I like to call it, is really, really dumb.
I think in the future I'm going to put a sticky by my computer this sticky is going to say, "Forget epic. Just WRITE!"
Uh-oh, is that maturity sneaking up on me? *flicks hands* Shoo!
Oh, in case anyone's curious, here's the two pieces mainly responsible for my little change of heart:
(Shadow of the Templar)
(100 Candles)