I've finally stopped shaking...

So I just finished this intensely private post, and I was wondering if someone could reply and tell me if they can see it? It would be right between this post and the iRack one. It should be set to my eyes only, as I said the kinds of things in it I can never say to anyone, and if I did it wrong somehow and other people can view that agonized post I would greatly appreciate it if someone would let me know.

Well, my mind is in no place for it right now, but I have to go take my College Algebra midterm. Wish me luck, I'll need large quantities.

Sufficiently calmer now

Well, I'm mostly better now, some five hours later. Feeling has returned to my extremities and that can only be a good thing. Still feel a little down, but with my pill wearing off any time now that's to be expected. Especially considering the sucktastic day today was.

Also, I'm fairly certain I failed my midterm. There was one question I left totally blank. Didn't even attempt it, which I almost never do. The problem was that is was a twelve point question. I have never been that blank before, I mean I utterly had no clue how to go about it. So I didn't even try. That means that even if I got every single other question right the very highest I can get is an 86. However, there was an eight point question I pretty much pulled out of my ass and I'm almost certain I got no points on. So that means the next highest I can get is 77.

Keep in mind those numbers assume that I got every single other question right, but this is me and it's a math test so the odds of that are about as likely as Bush revealing at a press conference he's addicted to cock. I'll know one way or another tomorrow though. We always have math tests on Thursday so the teacher and the other teachers grading it can have them back to us by Friday in class. So tomorrow at noon I'll know for sure. I'm not awaiting it with baited breath, though. I would be dead.