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[sethgray]

Well, the visit from my family is almost definitely not happening. My paternal grandma died early this morning from cancer. Everyone always says that, but it's not exactly true. The cancerous cells themselves don't actually kill the person, but whatever, it amounts to the same thing.

Now I have the happy task of contacting the dean of students and telling him this, possibly dropping out of school all together. It would probably be for the best, and yet, even though I pretty much hate school, I hate the fact of quitting outright. I'm a contradictory creature like that.

I haven't taken my pill yet. I don't know if that's making things worse or better. I figure not being able to feel for awhile might take the edge off. I don't think it's working.

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[abridged-fic.livejournal.com]

I..yeah, this is creepy. I found one of your fics on timkon and nosily decided to see who you were (and if there was any more of it) and I just...
This is possibly just my depression calling out to yours in some primal, awful way, but I feel like I just want to say sorry. And offer hugs, because I'm lacking in lj hug buddies.
Friended you.

[jupiterrhode.livejournal.com]

Sorry I haven't checked this in a while. Things have been crazy. It's not creepy at all, thanks for the condolences. There may eventually be more of that Tim/Kon fic but it has yet to materialize.